During the past two days, something within me has shifted. Perhaps started by two conversations with two incredible people, both of which really, really humbled me. Maybe it was the moment that came late that night when I just decided that I’m done with living in these chains, I’m sick of giving them control. I don’t know what it was. But there’s something. Maybe it was when all of the sudden, I had such a strong desire to be in the Word and to just glean from it. When that unexplainable craving that I haven’t experienced in oh-so-long was just suddenly… there. Perhaps it was when I was flipping through a fashion/fitness magazine and recognized that I was filling my brain with crap, and threw it away.
Something is changing.
It’s exciting and it’s raw and it’s real and it’s scary.
Lord, let this be the turning of a new page, the start of a new chapter. A chapter of discovering Your grace and Your peace and your tender, Fatherly love. Let my life be a testimony of who You are.